(Saturday, June 25, 2005-)
+12:39 PM]*
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Remember when we first met and everything was still a bet in love's game,
you would call; I'd call you back
But right now, everything is turning blue,
and right now, the sun is trying to kill the moon,
and right now, I wish I could follow you to the shores of freedom,
where no one lives...
Freedom, lets run away,
run away tonight...
We're made out of blood and rust, looking for someone to trust,
without a fight, I think that you came too soon;
you're the honey and the moon that lights up my night...
We got too much time to kill; like pigeons on my windowsill we hang around;
ever since I've known you,
you've held me up all the times I fall down...
damn school is starting, too much things i've not done, too little time to do them
especially for my holiday assignments, "too little time" is probably the understatement of the month, i'll bet even if i spend every waking hour at it, until tuesday when i go back to school, i wouldn't be able to finish it...
back to school blues...super mood swings these few days, maybe its all the painkillers i've been taking...the holidays has been pretty hectic, have not stopped and stayed home for a day...diving..fishing trip..chalet...and in between all that i've been out of the house, for what, i don't even remember...and it seems like such an accomplishment, i've been out so much, but have not caught a single movie this month...and now at the end of the month, i look back and think to myself, where the hell are my friends? do i even have any? a long time ago, i used to have friends...can't remember the last time someone asked me out for dinner or to catch a movie..
will be shutting down the blog soon...maybe for reconstruction..maybe for good...maybe sometime next week...
-kwan.
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