(Thursday, April 13, 2006-)
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life has been pretty tiring for me recently.. and i'm not surprised.. i've lost much weight and have gained dark rings around my eyes..
teacher after teacher have been requesting to speak to me..all of them noticing a slip in my performance ever since my "three days off" near the end of first term.. yea you might've guessed what had happened then..things really changed for me then on, but i couldn't tell the teachers that, could i? all i can do, have been to assure them i would buck up..well, i've been trying..requested for tuition everyday for the rest of the week and next week, until prelims are over..
my room's been in a mess, so are everything else..everything's just in a goddamned mess..
so much to say, so little i can say, to so few people..maybe its just the two of you, whom i can confide in..
on the other hand, i have questions only you can answer. and you may not want to hear me out, but there are words i want to tell you.
tell me an overdosage of sleeping pills kills painlessly, and i'll pop them tonight.
-kwan.
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