(Wednesday, September 14, 2005-)
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at one point of time, i used to think i had it all..
lying on my bed a little while ago, i've found that i've lost it all..
everyday, i wake up, get through the day, i go back to sleep, and then i wake up the next day, get through it, and then go to sleep again at night..
where does it go?
now that nothing seems to matter anymore.
-kwan.
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+6:34 PM]*
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aha.. after a long long while..
i've got a new pair of shoes, landing me heavily in debts...
anyways, school has become such a 'bleah' thing now..
in the past, when i think of school, its more like 'ahh fuck! homework undone! project! test! '
now, its become very much like ' oh whatever, at least im turning up..'
even my teachers have noticed it, after last term, i guess i just gave up even trying..
at the end of my first semester, i thought i was doing pretty well, until last term.. bah..
whats this?! 3 F9s, 1 D7, 2 C6s and 1 B4.. what the fuck la..
the first two days the term started, i didn't see any of my teachers at all, how could i? i fell asleep before they came in and woke up only after they've left..i just went to school to sleep, missing morning assembly as well, 5mins after reaching the school, i'd sleep til reccess, get a bite, and continue after that..
but, i've decided to give it one more go today, i stayed up for every period(except during my physics paper and one period of chinese), it wasn't that hard and i know, chances are, i'll make it to sec4
however, if by a freak chance i don't, i doubt i'll continue studying.. so bleah..
-kwan.
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