(Saturday, July 29, 2006-)
+11:22 PM]*
+11:22 PM]*
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Last night was a shitload of fun, perhaps except for some minor speed bumps.Anyways, there was ample booze, cigarettes also, though alot of freeloaders.Had alot of mild crazy shit, at one point of time we wanted to throw damien over into my neighbour's house, but seeing that their car was inside, damien might fall on the car, so I told them to let him back over.All in all, it was fun, the photos should be able to speak for themselves.Enjoy.
*Credits*
Photographer - Sing Chang
Camera - MINE!
*Ps. The photos aren't in chronological order because it got messed up when I was uploading.
*Credits*
Photographer - Sing Chang
Camera - MINE!
*Ps. The photos aren't in chronological order because it got messed up when I was uploading.
-kwan.
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(Wednesday, July 26, 2006-)
+5:25 PM]*
+5:25 PM]*
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***Brace yourselves.Long post coming up.Emotionally fuelled as well.***
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We all have 168 hours in a week to use as we wish; however, some people make better use of this time than others.
How true.I find myself procrastinating ever so often, pushing things I've got to do away, and then not doing them at the end of the day.When I don't have the time to do it, I'll start questioning myself, asking why I hadn't done it earlier.Stuff that probably wouldn't take up an hour of the day, feels like such a chore though.
Tick tock.Times running out.For all of us.In more ways than one.
Recently I've been thinking alot of last year.2004 was definitely the best school year ever, but November through December 2003, as well as start of july 2005 til the beginning of Febuary 2006 were probably the most enjoyable points of my life.
I didn't have to think about anything else other than fun.Perhaps it was because i was re-doing the year, I didn't have much about school to think of.Very often, it'll be Kevin, Jacob, Sing Chang and I, with the occasional Brandon and Yoke Tin.After this clique was formed sometime after June, we hung out alot, at the beginning it was around 2-3 nights/days(usually nights) a week, then it moved on to hanging out every other day.By October, we were in full swing, we were doing well enough in school to not care about it.I'm not sure how true this is, but I felt that being the fun loving person that I am, I pulled Kevin, Jacob and Sing Chang along(Brandon was already alittle like me, truancy wasn't an issue), we pretty much become too cool for school.
Our typical week was pretty much like;
Monday - movie
Tuesday - biking
Wednesday - bum around
Thursday - biking again
Friday - bbq
Saturday - fishing
Sunday - if we hang out on sundays, its probably for movie or just plain bumming around
And we'd just keep going out, everyday, everynight.Exams came and passed us by, but didn't serve as a resistence to us in any way at all.There'd be sleepovers at my place even on school nights, Kevin and I would watch soccer, Chang and Jacob would just watch or sleep.And the next day, we'll just turn up in school at 10 or 11 or not at all.I even turned up hung over for my History paper, having gotten to the bottom of a Jack Daniel's.(Call me a closet alcoholic, I had a pretty bad drinking problem since sometime back which not many knew.Maybe not until now anyways.)
Brandon got promoted.Kevin got promoted.Jacob got promoted.I got promoted.
Chang retained.
The few of us were down for a moment because of that, Chang got left behind!But we restarted our fun not too long later.
I got attached alittle while into the holidays which made things even better.
Leaving the house sometimes in the wee hours of the morning, only to return home late at night.And it continued, and continued, throught the holidays.Bbqs, biking, fishing, movies, chit-chat sessions, half the time we didn't need a reason to meet up and stay out or sleep over at my place.
This continued even into January, our secondary 4 year!But I was a happy camper, getting my share of fun.
Javier joined our clique sometime in January.
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The Beginning of The End.
Things were cool, until there were some politics going on.Even in such a small group of 5, there were politics.
From the start, I took the neutral stand, a siding with b, c siding with d, then b, c and d against a.By taking the neutral stand, I guess people were afraid that I'd be double-headed.So, things were kept from me, or I'd be the last to know and whatnot.
I was going through a rough patch myself, my steady relationship took a downturn.
I tried, but it seems so futile to stop things.So, I gave up.I just shut myself from having to bother with anything at all.
My birthday sucked.Bad.
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Valentine's Day 2006.
The day that ended it all.
Kevin and Sing Chang were still feuding.People were still taking sides.My head hurt.I've problems of my own.
That night, I broke up with her, my world came crashing down.
I started binge drinking again that night.I finished two thirds of a Jack Daniel's and fell asleep at my computer looking at photos of her, them, us, everyone.
I skipped school for the rest of the week, things had gotten so bad for me, I couldn't sit alone for 5 minutes without crying.My head was so messed up then.
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But the pieces have been picked up since then.My social circle's huge now, but things just aren't the way they were before.I'm beginning to stay awake in classes, I was awake the whole of the first week this term.Dipped a little, fell asleep abit after that, but i'm egaining momentum again.I want to start studying, but don't know where to start.Hopefully I would.Soon.
But I'm relatively happy now.
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That aside, heres my new pair of sneakers. =)
SBTG Dunks
Yoke Tin and I rocking them pair of dope kicks. =)
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We all have 168 hours in a week to use as we wish; however, some people make better use of this time than others.
How true.I find myself procrastinating ever so often, pushing things I've got to do away, and then not doing them at the end of the day.When I don't have the time to do it, I'll start questioning myself, asking why I hadn't done it earlier.Stuff that probably wouldn't take up an hour of the day, feels like such a chore though.
Tick tock.Times running out.For all of us.In more ways than one.
Recently I've been thinking alot of last year.2004 was definitely the best school year ever, but November through December 2003, as well as start of july 2005 til the beginning of Febuary 2006 were probably the most enjoyable points of my life.
I didn't have to think about anything else other than fun.Perhaps it was because i was re-doing the year, I didn't have much about school to think of.Very often, it'll be Kevin, Jacob, Sing Chang and I, with the occasional Brandon and Yoke Tin.After this clique was formed sometime after June, we hung out alot, at the beginning it was around 2-3 nights/days(usually nights) a week, then it moved on to hanging out every other day.By October, we were in full swing, we were doing well enough in school to not care about it.I'm not sure how true this is, but I felt that being the fun loving person that I am, I pulled Kevin, Jacob and Sing Chang along(Brandon was already alittle like me, truancy wasn't an issue), we pretty much become too cool for school.
Our typical week was pretty much like;
Monday - movie
Tuesday - biking
Wednesday - bum around
Thursday - biking again
Friday - bbq
Saturday - fishing
Sunday - if we hang out on sundays, its probably for movie or just plain bumming around
And we'd just keep going out, everyday, everynight.Exams came and passed us by, but didn't serve as a resistence to us in any way at all.There'd be sleepovers at my place even on school nights, Kevin and I would watch soccer, Chang and Jacob would just watch or sleep.And the next day, we'll just turn up in school at 10 or 11 or not at all.I even turned up hung over for my History paper, having gotten to the bottom of a Jack Daniel's.(Call me a closet alcoholic, I had a pretty bad drinking problem since sometime back which not many knew.Maybe not until now anyways.)
Brandon got promoted.Kevin got promoted.Jacob got promoted.I got promoted.
Chang retained.
The few of us were down for a moment because of that, Chang got left behind!But we restarted our fun not too long later.
I got attached alittle while into the holidays which made things even better.
Leaving the house sometimes in the wee hours of the morning, only to return home late at night.And it continued, and continued, throught the holidays.Bbqs, biking, fishing, movies, chit-chat sessions, half the time we didn't need a reason to meet up and stay out or sleep over at my place.
This continued even into January, our secondary 4 year!But I was a happy camper, getting my share of fun.
Javier joined our clique sometime in January.
___________________________________________________________
The Beginning of The End.
Things were cool, until there were some politics going on.Even in such a small group of 5, there were politics.
From the start, I took the neutral stand, a siding with b, c siding with d, then b, c and d against a.By taking the neutral stand, I guess people were afraid that I'd be double-headed.So, things were kept from me, or I'd be the last to know and whatnot.
I was going through a rough patch myself, my steady relationship took a downturn.
I tried, but it seems so futile to stop things.So, I gave up.I just shut myself from having to bother with anything at all.
My birthday sucked.Bad.
___________________________________________________________
Valentine's Day 2006.
The day that ended it all.
Kevin and Sing Chang were still feuding.People were still taking sides.My head hurt.I've problems of my own.
That night, I broke up with her, my world came crashing down.
I started binge drinking again that night.I finished two thirds of a Jack Daniel's and fell asleep at my computer looking at photos of her, them, us, everyone.
I skipped school for the rest of the week, things had gotten so bad for me, I couldn't sit alone for 5 minutes without crying.My head was so messed up then.
___________________________________________________________
But the pieces have been picked up since then.My social circle's huge now, but things just aren't the way they were before.I'm beginning to stay awake in classes, I was awake the whole of the first week this term.Dipped a little, fell asleep abit after that, but i'm egaining momentum again.I want to start studying, but don't know where to start.Hopefully I would.Soon.
But I'm relatively happy now.
___________________________________________________________
That aside, heres my new pair of sneakers. =)
SBTG Dunks
Yoke Tin and I rocking them pair of dope kicks. =)
-kwan.
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