(Saturday, June 03, 2006-)
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Have been wanting to blog since i got my report book last week, but somehow, i had been efficiently deterred from doing so each night. I was either not feeling well, tired or had other stuff to do.
I actually got my report book last thursday, but decided to show it to my dad on friday. 3 f9s, 2 d7s, 1 c6 and 1 b4. Haven't done so poorly since my first sec3 year. Teachers have been questioning and asking to speak to me. *pfft. At least my attendence wasn't as bad as i had expected; 80/92.
I had this terrible feeling sweliing inside me. Guilt? I didn't even flinch when i brought back my report card filled with f9s. After i showed him the report book i felt even worse. Shall not elaborate, but i was very lost that night.
I spent last Saturday and Sunday at my grandmother's place, taking photos and helping out with making the dumplings. Saturday was fairly uneventful, arrived around 3? Nothing much was done that day, and all that needed to be done had been done before i arrived. Wanted to study for chinese, but alas, i fell asleep after snacking alittle. Had to be there early next morning, but dad won't be going over so early. One of my aunts asked me over to their place, then the next day follow them to my grandmother's place, and another offered to give me a lift. I left my handphone at home that day, so i decided to go home and get that lift from my aunt.
Sunday was a long day, reached fairly early around 9 to take some snapshots. Tried to study, but was barely able to do so. The whole day i was taking photos, helping with the dumplings and struggling to study.
I don't have anything to describe the CL O level paper, i can't say it was hard, but it was alittle tricky. But since i got a b4 for prelims, i'm aiming for distinction. Hopefully i get it.
Went down to MOS on Tuesday, was there with Ow, Brandon, Kevin, Jun Han, and Javier. I'm actually amazed by how well we cut queues. Probably from all the practice we get in the school canteen. To make a long story short, we reached late, long queue had formed but we made our way to the front and got in almost once the doors were opened. Ow got banned, i was almost banned as well. Main hall was fucking packed. Saw quite alot of people i knew. Brandon's wallet got stolen. >=)
The whole week was supposed to be lessons, lessons, lessons. But somehow, i only went for one day. Next week, i'm missing 10 hours of amaths. Oh well...
Something's wrong with me today, i just can't put a finger on it.I was reading a book on my bed and i just conked out for about 45mins. Weird. Another thing was, i was sitting in front of the tv, playing tony hawk's for quite sometime, unable to tear myself away. The time felt like it passed me by just like that. One of my sisters came in, and i looked up to see that i've been playing for 5 hours, the thing was, I'VE NOT SHOWERED! The horror. Well, that had been the first time i've ever experienced being "hooked" to a game, hooked to the extent that i missed a bath.
Seriously, i'd throw in more details, but i'm too darned lazy.
*all these girls they come and go, the only thing they've been warming is my bed.
will the next one take away my loneliness and the cold in my heart? we shall see.
-kwan.
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