(Friday, October 13, 2006-)
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on a lighter note, the fucking O's are coming. prelims L1R5 44. i need to get cracking.. ok, i'm going back for lessons next monday. xD
recently, im either trying to study at home, or out playing soccer.. but im supremely worried for my studies. bah.
leavers ceremony is on tonight. dinner in the primary school hall. uhm. right.
wahh. go up stage to take a scroll and prelim results.. i wonder what brother's face would be like when he sets his eyes on my L1R5 44 and L1R4 35.. zzZ ganpuapaiseh ar.. >.<
my dear discipline master would probably be on the prowl to advise students to get a proper haircut and all that nonsense. but good students like me wouldn't have a problem! uh huh.. nnb.
the guys are heading down to dxo after that so i'm expecting photos to be put up since i'm supposed to revive the blog.. =/
hopefully my room doesn't get overcrowded tmr as i've a strong feeling it would.. -_-
-kwan.
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I'll admit I'm an easily annoyed person, but these people aren't helping.
2 points; inconsiderate Singaporeans & cowardly bloggers. I know they're both done to death topics, but I need to get these off my chest.
More often than not, when I'm on a MRT, I find people elbowing their way through, from behind me, going "excuse me, excuse me" even BEFORE the train doors actually open. Whats the rush?! I mean, I'm getting out of the train as well, just wait for the train doors to actually open, I'll be glad to get the hell out of your way.
To add oil to fire, when train doors open, people just charge into the cabin, irregardless of whether there are people alighting or not. How the heck am I supposed to alight if all of you just march in like that? Have it ever occured to you that perhaps there would be more space if you'd actually let people alight first?
This actually disgusts me, and not too many things disgust me: on buses, I find that some people would sit on the outer of two seats, even though the inner one is unoccupied. Okay, so perhaps you enjoy the ride better sitting there. Fine. But at least have the courtesy to move in or at least shift aside so that others can actually sit. Just a few days back, I was on a bus where there were at least 5 unocupied seats and there were 6 people standing. Why did they choose to stand, you ask? Its because that 5 unoccupied seats were "guarded" by these people who insists on taking the outer seat and basic body language shows that they are discouraging others from taking the inner seat. And when somebody actually excuses himself for that inner seat, the lady actually stared at him for a good 2 seconds, and grunted before shifting slightly for him to get in. What the hell?
Blogger who hides behind an online persona. Whats with that? You can't speak up in public? You don't keep quiet when i speak to you and then go home and fucking rant and insult people. You don't fucking apologise when you don't mean it. I don't take kindly to insults and I don't take them lying down. Be it targetted to me or my friends. Good job on turning a deaf ear to a warning. I'll see you when I decide to go back to school. Just you watch.
Honestly, I don't even know what to blog about anymore.
Lately, I find myself wide awake through the night staring blankly right at nothing. Its like I've a million thoughts racing through my mind, but nothing's connecting, they dun all make sense.
Have you ever felt like this? Like you just don't feel motivated to go on anymore? I do, all the time. And I've been thinking, I'm only 17, not even near mid-life yet, and I'm tired of life, how am I going to go on? I'm not asking for much, how about a short break from it all? Just let me catch my breath.
-kwan.
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