(Thursday, March 30, 2006-)
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bleah.. nothing much to blog..
i'm still trying, but apart from monday, i'm still outside of class during maths..
as of tmr, i'd have clocked 6 periods outside class for maths alone.. thats like 4 and a half hours out of 6 hours lost..
goddamnit.
i'm trying, but the homework is just too damn hard...
tuesday, i fell asleep standing outside, i almost fell face first as my knees buckled as i lost consciousness.. bleargh. my english teacher wants to speak to me.. when i'm free.. >.<

apart from school, we were down at the photo studio last night, tangie and erjie's graduation photo and family portraits..the studio's equipments damn power!but its no wonder la.he's a professional, and its a studio afterall..the photographer was very good, able to get everyone, including grandparents to smile. =)
at the end, we had a little candid shoot, 11 shots, change pose every shot..imagine, me sitting down in front, tangie, botak, mei, bigjie, erjie, min and sam at the back.. wha.. first shot i was sitting down, the next i was doing this and that..when we finished, the photographer was like "your brother very creative! and he never stood up to block any of you. good!" while reviewing the photos later on, i was talking to him, and i told him i just started taking photos, and i'm doing a little photography in my free time..then he was like "really?" and then he asked if i'm interested to work with him, do a little part-time, and at the same time learn from him..and somewhere along the way, he said "who knows? if things work out, i may even hand this studio to you in the future" i'm sure he wasn't serious..but i was pretty excited when i heard that..you can view some of his work here, Portrait Gallery, but i've seen more impressive works of his at the studio..i've not contacted him yet, don't know how to.. hah. when i told jacob, he was like "CALL HIM LA!" lol..anyways we're going down to the studio again this sunday to look at the photos, guess i'll speak to him then..
I STILL NEED A NEW COM TO PROCESS MY PHOTOS!damn.this com is wayy to slow..apparently, i need something along the lines of 2.5ghz dual core, and one guy told me to get 4gb ram..good graphics card..a fairly large lcd screen with no dead pixels..unless i wanna buy a crt monitor..

bleargh. LOST SEASON 2 IS HERE! bastard brandon already up to episode 14.. gay.

-kwan.
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-kwan.
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(Monday, March 27, 2006-)
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well.. today is the day i embark on my journey towards 7 distinctions at the olvls!
how exciting. lol. *yawn.
surprisingly, i was pretty awake today.. was listening in class.. but a few teachers did piss me off, just because they are upset, i have to tolerate them? what nonsense..
anyways, one of my teachers was urging me to study, so i did!
i was doing his workshit, then i shouted at him, like "oi (insert name)" i think he was shocked..he looked up at me, so did the entire class.. then i was like 'how to do?' and everyone went back to their work..

hall assembly was..well, as usual, it was boring..and it was damn warm in the hall la..hall so small still want to squeeze so many students in..just like live in 2 room flat want to invite 50 ppl for party. wth? luckily it rained.. then a little breezy..
i just don't understand why people can't shut the hell up when they should..would it kill them to sit down properly and keep quiet?i admit i talk during assembly, but at least i keep it down to a whisper..and then they have the cheek to curse and swear beneath their breaths when we're held back, when they were the ones who were asking for it. literally. instructions were given clearly, keep quiet and settle down quickly, and we'll all go home early..whats so difficult about that?then you decide that you have to talk..maybe your lips will fall off if you don't, who knows? so you took a long time to settle down, naturally pushing the schedule back, then you decide to make so much noise when you shouldn't, they stand firm to their words and hold us back.then you grumble. if you want to grumble, stand up and tell it to their faces.
cowards.

went down to seow choon to buy games today, damn! i forgot my wallet..no ezlink, no nets card.. and my $70 to buy games was inside.. luckily i took allowance today..so i could only pick up one title..they ran out of fight night again.. >.< nvm, i'll pick up project gotham..
!!!
my membership card was in my wallet.. gah!
luckily the nice lady gave me the discount.. xD
will be going back on thursday to pick up fight night.!

just have to finish up some math work, then i'm off to bed.. =)

-kwan.
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we went to cafe brios tonight, the food there is good..but god, i hate that place.
have been out taking photos with jacob, gotten some pretty good shots, but my com sucks so bad, it takes at least two minutes to open up one photo..maybe its also because of the quality of the photos i take(high res. 3008 x 2000 pixels)..
gah.. i need a new com..any donors?

tomorrow onwards, my blog will feature my working towards my >10points at the olvls. =)
have not told many about this.. actually, i've only told alex. xD but, now you all know, don't you?
mock at my futile attempts for 7 distinctions.. but, i will try.. hehe..hopefully, readers will take on a more proactive role, by tagging my board. >.<
damn. its 2.40am.
i'm still up.. i foresee a bad post tomorrow, involving me hating school, and not much studying and work to be done. xP

-kwan.
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(Sunday, March 26, 2006-)
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yawns...
my eyes still hurting.. gah..
tiring week.. yet i'm not asleep..
i marvel at the foolish decisions my mind makes..
more often than not, i do things that do not benefit me, but things that satisfy me for the moment.
like whether or not to sleep, obviously, i should be sleeping, since i'm tired and i have lessons tomorrow..yet, i'm still awake now..
my mind has been swirling around these two nights..i can't think straight, its like i know what i want, but i don't know how.

-kwan.
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