(Saturday, July 16, 2005-)
+1:25 AM]*
# road to successful life - day 5-
ho hum...
rather grumpy to school, damn shagged..nt surprising, falling asleep at 4..
double history! omg.. cannot slp summore.. fark. 0/20 aha lalala..today's quiz probably fail also.. during assembly, mark tan was like
him: heys, sits ins ones straights lines
us: HAHAHA!
him: i haves asks thes councillors, ands theys says thats yous haves to sits ins ones lines
us: HAHAHA!
him: you betters sits ins ones lines
us: HAHAHA!
he walks away
us: HAHAHA!
us: oneS lineS!
us: HAHAHA!
anw assembly was rather bleh..
after skl followed jacob to his place, ah! titan's so skinny stupid boy..ill treat dog..
fell asleep at his house den went to my place where we played a little xbox, den i showered, cheok n shane came and we went to victoria concert hall for the compassvale band concert..
no offence to any compassvale student or band member, but the concert was really disappointing...
cheok being an excellent trumpet player and musician, was really irritated by their trumpet players..
after that, got some chow den we all made our way home..
ahhh stupid bus take so long, 11.30 den reached home..
tiredd tiredd tiredd...
outstanding homework, chinese compo, english compre, history ... finishing. soon hahaha...
-kwan.
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(Friday, July 15, 2005-)
+3:30 AM]*
# road to successful life - day 4-
*koff*
well day 4, its 2.40am of day 5 actually, nothing much to say, i've just barely completed my geog project due in april.. bleh.
anyways went to simlim with mum n brandon after skl, mum picked up a new laptop, sony vaio, den we got a wireless router...
we followed mum to holland v. because she had to meet a client, we were at coffeebean, me and brandon was vs-ing pinball o.O lol, den mum spoke to him..after dat we popped by sam's work place..
rather cool urban shop, brandon loved the place ..
i spent 3 hours trying to set the router up in my room, den my sister comes in;
sis: eH! wheres the modem
me: its here lar..shoo go use ur wireless..
sis: my laptop cannot go wireless
me: o.O o.o"
sis: bring go up n set up larr..
me: O.o
sis: need me to help u bring up or not?
me: o.O
sis: come come quick, i want to use the net.
me: >=|
fuck. make that 4 hours or so, do dis do dat, log in all the coms to connect to it.. argh.
tmr, concert. jacob.xxxxx. =] lol.. jacob's too goofy a guy to imagine with a gf.but all the best anyways.. =X sleepy ar..tmr go slp in skl *snorts*
finished bathing at 3.15am, i really can't make out whether i was bathing to go to sleep or bathing after i woke up.. aha.
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^solve it if you can.tell me if you did.
-kwan.
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(Wednesday, July 13, 2005-)
+11:47 PM]*
# road to successful life - day 3-
*clears throat*
well, day 3 has been bad..at least i feel so..
i slept throught the day lar..
bleh.
but i managed to complete some assignments though..
anyways, i have just 1 summary and 1 chinese compo left before i clear my outstanding homework.. hey wait, i think theres still math.. ahhh..
was supposed to end at 1.20 (ok la so the timetable said 3, but the teacher's on strike so i thought..) but we had to stay back to write a short story..damn..
mum was supposed to come by at 1.20, but even when i told her 2.30 instead she was still late =.=
2.35pm
me : hello mum ar, i've ended where r u guys?
mum : delayed by tangie, on our way now.
me : walau u guys still home rite..
mum : nono, we're out already, on our way..
me : okok hurry yea..bye.
3pm
me : hello mum ar, where r u now?
mum : i'm at takashimaya lift lobby
ouch.
i went off to jacob's house.
asked them to pick me up there..
then, went to parkway, ate a little, shopped for food a little..
got home, quickly took a bath, and we all made our way to NUS
'CENTENNIAL COMMENCEMENT OF CLASS 2005'
wow. looked cool
anyways, they were rather prompt and the thing ended in an hour, ironically, me, daph n botak didn't notice tangie recieving her scroll even though we were trying the hardest to make sure we didn't miss her..
bleh
was rather hungry though, haven't had food
gastric.
gastric medicine at home.
they had a really good speaker, or all the speakers are really good, they spoke fluently and with confidence, the things they said, i'll probably never ever say.
went for supper, couldn't really eat..
ok, anyways, road to good life day 3 is over, slight progress, but progress nonetheless.. i hope i can kep it up =]
fucking bastards from 1c, keep tagging at the moblog, conveniently sending to everyone, i recieved like 60 sms-es in under an hour?
well someone finally shut them up already. thanks besley. they try and start again, they'll be looking at a not so friendly bunch of people outside their classroom after school monday.
bleh.
i need a drink.
days since i have not drank : 10 ?
KEEP IT UP! lol. =]
-kwan.
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(Tuesday, July 12, 2005-)
+9:55 PM]*
# road to successful life - day 2-
well, day 2 is bad...
stuff are beggining to find their way into my mind
i just cant seem to stay awake..
even when i try so hard..
but essentially i'm trying..
homework not done.. yet
i'll do it..
anyways im really confused right now, my mind's really messed up, i know i'm doing what i really should, but deep down i've got this gut feeling, even though in the long run it'll be good for me, this'll really twist my mind for now...i actually feel pain trying to do work. ouch.
-kwan.
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(Monday, July 11, 2005-)
+10:01 PM]*
# road to a successful life-
road to successful life - day 1
define successful;
i wanted to choose having lotsa money, but, i settled for being happy, and maybe just having enough money to buy my stuff =P
anyways, things seem good, finished all my work due tomorrow, working on a timetable of what i should be doing after school on weekdays...
weekends should not be messed with.. or else i'll go back to school on monday rather grumpily.. =]
doesn't feel that bad... it feels rather good actually...just that doing homework isn't really my cup of tea, so all my work isn't really my best, but what the heck, at least i did them.. and progress should be slow since im trying to change... hopefully by day 21, i'll have my life on track to achieving what i want.
from Life Strategies for teens, by Jay Mcgraw(he's the son of Phillip C. Mcgraw, author of Life Strategies),
- Ten Laws of Life
.YOU EITHER GET IT OR YOU DON'T
.YOU CREATE YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE
.PEOPLE DO WHAT WORKS
.YOU CANNOT CHANGE WHAT YOU CANNOT ACKNOWLEDGE
.LIFE REWARDS ACTIONS
.THERE IS NO REALITY, ONLY PERCEPTION
.LIFE IS MANAGED, NOT CURED
.WE TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO TREAT US
.THERE IS POWER IN FORGIVENESS
.YOU HAVE TO NAME IT BEFORE YOU CAN CLAIM IT
well, this book's making sense to me, and lately i've been really motivated to put the pieces of my life back together, and get what i want. so yea..
oh so sorry cassandra if you read this.. i'll return you your book.. soon =X
-kwan.
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(Sunday, July 10, 2005-)
+3:42 AM]*
# -
last night was rather fun, was out with jacob, he was cycling, i was rollerblading..
he came by my house around 10? den we were fooling around, here and there, about my neighbourhood, don't know why i put knee pads on, but they were extremely irritating..
we went back to my place to drop it off and we made our way to his place, then towards east coast..tangie n daph came over with king, around 11 plus or so, made him run alittle, then we went home, i was sooo tired, i fell asleep outside the toilet b4 i could go in to take a bath..mindy woke me up when she got home, den i dragged myself in to get a bath and then to bed..
today, got up around 11, went out wit jacob,kevin,singchang,lucien and sherman... not a crowd i'll usually hang out with, except for jacob n kevin maybe, but anyways, when i got to ps with jacob, i was really pissed...the few of them got there so much earlier then us, but none of them bothered to even check the movie times, much less get tickets, when we got there, they were all in the arcade.. fuck. needless to say, on a saturday, the shows were sold out until 11 and most of them had to be home by 10?
bah.. then when they finally bothered to get out of the arcade, they started with their own conversation, pausing now and then to ask me whats the plan.. i was like wtf man..
im not the organiser or the one who was in the arcade all they.. fuck. told them to go to city hall,when we got there, i cooled down maybe a little...at least jacob was feeling the same...we were both damn pissed by the way they were all so wishy washy about things.. got tix, had dinner, we suggested subway since it was cheap and rather filling, after a discussion, we agreed on it, but after they went to the toilet, and we went to withdraw money, we found them outside pizzahut, apparently, they had other decisions.. fuck. they said it was cheaper so i was like ah.whatever laa..den we went in, the offer was for take aways, den kevin singchang sherman was like ahh... fuck.
i was tinking 'dun u guys dare leave after they've seated us..' so i grabbed a menu and decided for them.. after dinner, arcade, den movie, fantastic 4..the movie was pretty good, but the storyline was quite tiring, they 4 of them were having trouble staying together, den something happens and they all get together..blablah..u'll guess how it ends..
but the trip wasn't all that bad, we've made some plans for the near future, and some other stuff happened..
after i got home, i actually did my homework!
sec4 amath, differentiation wasn't all that hard afterall...it feels easier than what i'm doing now.. -.-'
washing my hands of your affairs, they weren't mine to bother with anyways, i have no right to choose how you should live your life or what you should do, i'm sorry if in any way i've made you feel like i've done that, but i assure it would never happen again. i'm moving on, turning my back and walking away from what i've been using as an excuse to procrastinate in doing what i should be doing, its time to set my life straight and go for what i want, it's been nice knowing you
i've finally found a motivation to do what i should be doing, why must you take it away from me so quickly?
-kwan.
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