(Thursday, March 09, 2006-)
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i know its the last two days.. but school still sucks. i feel like dropping out.
life's been good i guess, excluding school.its not the studying..definitely not, i love tuition.. but theres something about school that sucks big time.. probably their inability to be flexible. rigid guidelines and the pace is too fast, the teachers are never really as approachable as they've said they were..
bah. maybe its just me..
*dumbass
*dumbass
*dumbass
*dumbass
*dumbass
*dumbass
*dumbass
i'd swear IQs would change over time if i wasn't told how come a highly intelligent to gifted child i was have retained sec3 and am struggling with sec4.
fuck that shit.
is life really all about academics?
i was having brunch with kiat this morning, pizza. hah. slept til 12.. he came in and asked if i wanted pizza or just go out and eat, but after last night's training+pt, i was dead tired.. groggy til after i washed up.. so i decided on the pizza.. and anyways, it just dawned on me, life is not just how well you do in school, how good you are in sports, its not even about whether or not you've been donating and lending a helping hand to those you need.
LIFE IS ABOUT EVERYTHING YOU LOVE AND CARE FOR
or at least thats just how i feel...
i no longer have a life.
because our life was my life,
the day our life ended,
so did mine.
bleah.. not trying to say anything, or to make you feel guilty in anyway, but that pretty much summed up how i was feeling today.its not a sad feeling.. its just not a good feeling.. like emptiness. i'm not emo. dun worry, i'll never slit my wrists or do anything fucked up like those emo kids i see...fucktards.
o..k.. alittle off topic.. but i hate emo kids. ^&^%$&^
spend a little time and check out this cartoon. -> The Little Buzzers episode 1
its damn cute. hah. seriously. watch it. go. just.. watch.. it..
-kwan.
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(Tuesday, March 07, 2006-)
+11:58 AM]*
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well.. im home again today..hah. bad stomach once again. @#*&. hope i'm well enough for training tonite.. training last night was funny. brandon joined us, and while we were jogging, he was like "TAKE THE SHORT ROUTE! TAKE THE BLOODY SHORT ROUTE!" we took the long route anw..he stopped and walked back. the sissy..anw while skipping, that fat bum, jump so high, we skipped 2-3 times he only skipped once.. arse. want go trng. still complain tired.. ah! i think its the bad wanton mee after trng thats screwing with my tummy. gahh.. _|_ lucky din go for durians.. anw.. life's pretty much revolving arnd trng for me.. school sucks.. so much homework.. got to finish them up asap. .. *&^%$ cant even study.. damn this new layout.. apparently its not glitchy.. its just my com &^%*$
- cass : you seem so busy, and so many things seem to be happening around you, wouldn't want to disturb you, so if you need a listening ear or a shoulder, feel free to look for me yea? let's go for coffee someday =) take care!
- xuan : wha. so ... messy ? rofl. hais. i guess theres nothing much i can say. hah. you're a clever girl, i'm sure you don't need me to help you sort things out, no? but i'll be here if you need someone. haha! just kpo lar.. take care!
- alex : hur. nigel. HAHA! =/ dun really know whats going on with the two of you right now, but, just take it easy yea?(hah. this, coming from me. =p bleh.) anways, take care, if you're going, i'll see you on the 16th, ya? ha. take care.!
and to those i didnt address, i guess you all seem to be doing fine to me. hah! but nonetheless, take carE!
-kwan.
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